Just a Little Thought
It's been lingering in my head for quite some time. I've been thinking about what kind of type I want to for my partner. Haha.
Well, I'll avoid using he/she terms as much as I can.
1. Should have a logical mind like me, or better, more.
I hate people who use too much emotion rather than logic. I hate too much emotion itself, so it's fair enough to seek a partner who advanced in logic. Well, I am not going to say I didn't use my feeling at all, it just I don't like using it too much. That's disgusting, even if you're someone close to me, yeah honestly.
Believe it or not, even if on the outside it looks like I'm using much emotion, in reality, I'm just balancing everything with my logical mind. That's it. Most of the time, of course.
I don't care if my partner isn't more clever than me, as long as my partner is a logical person, that's not a problem.
2. An ignorant person.
Well, it's not like I dislike people who give much affectionate care, but I prefer a partner who lacks care for me. It's like, I can always gain full trust from my partner. I just need my partner to support and smile for me. I want my partner's support and smile to always be mine. I mean... my partner can support and smile to anybody else, but most of it should be mine only.
If deep inside my partner's heart is actually a caring person, I want my partner to show affectionates in a shadow. I don't have to see/know directly what my partner does to me. Ah, just thinking about it makes me a little bit happy.
3. Like to befriend/hanging around with my opposite gender friends.
Well, I... have some close opposite gender friends. One is known to be my best friend who I knew since secondary school (senior high) and the rest are my friends from college. I know it's a little bit adorable by imagining my partner when jealous, but I prefer my partner to befriend my close opposite gender friends, or better, hanging around together. It's the other way around too for me, of course.
I love to have knowledge about people personality, so hanging around like that sure give me more experiences.
4. Doesn't afraid of creeping animals...?
Yeah I have a phobia for these animals, except the snake. I love snake. So, I hope my partner isn't a coward like me for this one, so my partner can protect me. Somewhat... And of course, I hate it if my partner making fun of me using this weakness. I'll immediately break up, don't care.
5. Know his/her line for romantic things.
Even if I dislike romantic things, I know I can't stop my partner for showing a romantic side, if my partner wanted to. But I like my partner to know his/her line. I hate cheesy things, ew...
Well, by writing this so-called thought, that's mean I am showing my romantic side, isn't it? Although it's embarrassing to admit it...
6. Wearing eyeglasses
It's not a must, but I have to admit I have a soft side for people who wear eyeglasses. Whether it's a fictional or a real person. Haha.
It's like, this is how I judge people from the first glance. I like people who wear eyeglasses better, although most of the time it's just a mere like.
7. Love books more than anything else.
Well, again, it isn't a must, but I will love it sooo freaking much! Having a partner who love reading as mad as I am? (Or even better, more.) I'm going to cry all day long if that's true.
We don't need to communicate too often. Just sit by each other and read the book in our hand. We can even review our books together! Ah... I can't imagine it any further or else I'm going to faint. Nah, just kidding. Hahaha.
8. Doesn't try to be anyone else.
I know if someone is trying to be somebody else rather than be him/herself. I really am. So it's useless if that person has all the criteria above, but trying to be someone else instead. If we finally become a partner, then that's your time to show your true self? Huh, nonsense. I hate it. If you're just trying to befriend me, that's okay. I don't mind at all. But if it's for a partner, well too bad, I'll dislike you.
So, above anything else, don't ever try to be somebody else. Even if you think it's awkward to be yourself, that's better than masking your true personality.
Ahaha, I don't know what I am bluffing for. The thing is, that's it. I'm done. Too much emotion and I dislike it so freaking much. Bye.
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| Ciel Phantomhive and Elizabeth Midford from Black Butler (Doc. Pinterest) |
Well, I'll avoid using he/she terms as much as I can.
1. Should have a logical mind like me, or better, more.
I hate people who use too much emotion rather than logic. I hate too much emotion itself, so it's fair enough to seek a partner who advanced in logic. Well, I am not going to say I didn't use my feeling at all, it just I don't like using it too much. That's disgusting, even if you're someone close to me, yeah honestly.
Believe it or not, even if on the outside it looks like I'm using much emotion, in reality, I'm just balancing everything with my logical mind. That's it. Most of the time, of course.
I don't care if my partner isn't more clever than me, as long as my partner is a logical person, that's not a problem.
2. An ignorant person.
Well, it's not like I dislike people who give much affectionate care, but I prefer a partner who lacks care for me. It's like, I can always gain full trust from my partner. I just need my partner to support and smile for me. I want my partner's support and smile to always be mine. I mean... my partner can support and smile to anybody else, but most of it should be mine only.
If deep inside my partner's heart is actually a caring person, I want my partner to show affectionates in a shadow. I don't have to see/know directly what my partner does to me. Ah, just thinking about it makes me a little bit happy.
3. Like to befriend/hanging around with my opposite gender friends.
Well, I... have some close opposite gender friends. One is known to be my best friend who I knew since secondary school (senior high) and the rest are my friends from college. I know it's a little bit adorable by imagining my partner when jealous, but I prefer my partner to befriend my close opposite gender friends, or better, hanging around together. It's the other way around too for me, of course.
I love to have knowledge about people personality, so hanging around like that sure give me more experiences.
4. Doesn't afraid of creeping animals...?
Yeah I have a phobia for these animals, except the snake. I love snake. So, I hope my partner isn't a coward like me for this one, so my partner can protect me. Somewhat... And of course, I hate it if my partner making fun of me using this weakness. I'll immediately break up, don't care.
5. Know his/her line for romantic things.
Even if I dislike romantic things, I know I can't stop my partner for showing a romantic side, if my partner wanted to. But I like my partner to know his/her line. I hate cheesy things, ew...
Well, by writing this so-called thought, that's mean I am showing my romantic side, isn't it? Although it's embarrassing to admit it...
6. Wearing eyeglasses
It's not a must, but I have to admit I have a soft side for people who wear eyeglasses. Whether it's a fictional or a real person. Haha.
It's like, this is how I judge people from the first glance. I like people who wear eyeglasses better, although most of the time it's just a mere like.
7. Love books more than anything else.
Well, again, it isn't a must, but I will love it sooo freaking much! Having a partner who love reading as mad as I am? (Or even better, more.) I'm going to cry all day long if that's true.
We don't need to communicate too often. Just sit by each other and read the book in our hand. We can even review our books together! Ah... I can't imagine it any further or else I'm going to faint. Nah, just kidding. Hahaha.
8. Doesn't try to be anyone else.
I know if someone is trying to be somebody else rather than be him/herself. I really am. So it's useless if that person has all the criteria above, but trying to be someone else instead. If we finally become a partner, then that's your time to show your true self? Huh, nonsense. I hate it. If you're just trying to befriend me, that's okay. I don't mind at all. But if it's for a partner, well too bad, I'll dislike you.
So, above anything else, don't ever try to be somebody else. Even if you think it's awkward to be yourself, that's better than masking your true personality.
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| Nalu (Natsu x Lucy) from Fairy Tail (Doc. Wallpaper Abyss - Alpha Coder) |
Ahaha, I don't know what I am bluffing for. The thing is, that's it. I'm done. Too much emotion and I dislike it so freaking much. Bye.
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