I'm Wasting My Time
I've told myself. I only writing when I'm stress or depressed. Never in my life I'll let myself so freely like this. Yes, I wrote my blog. How pity. It's like I was defeated, I am admitting to myself that I'm in such condition. I don't know if writing here is a right decision, so all I am telling myself is I want to force myself to write in English. So, it's all about my English skill.
I remember I tried a mechanical massage chair some days ago. I hate that thing. All I got is pain. Not even reduce my pain a bit. I have a headache, my bones are aching, my neck is hurting... really, all I got is pain! And all of those continue until now. Maybe that's my biggest stress for now. I can't even control my sleep like usual, freaking funny. I even got more emotional changes, if you want to believe what I am writing. Ugh I hate that chair. It took away my precious 20 minutes and Rp20.000,00. How amazing.
I can't concentrate as usual. Not for the daily basis, but when I'm in classes. I even have to stop typing for some times. It's really hurt. My back, my neck, my head are hurt like hell. I don't like this at all.
One thing for sure, because of this pain, I have more reason to increase my dance routine effort. Yes, dancing helps me to release the pain, even for some times, not permanently. But I quite like it. I have more reason to not skip the dance routine. Guess God give me other way of helping. He's helping me to enjoy my dance. Thank you.
If I have to admit myself, I already got a back pain even before I tried the chair. Basically, that mechanical chair successfully double my pain, ha ha ha.
I hate it. I can't control my emotion as usual. There's too many negative emotion nowadays. I need help to massaging my pain away...
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| Neck pain (Doc. Ellis Physical Therapy) |
I remember I tried a mechanical massage chair some days ago. I hate that thing. All I got is pain. Not even reduce my pain a bit. I have a headache, my bones are aching, my neck is hurting... really, all I got is pain! And all of those continue until now. Maybe that's my biggest stress for now. I can't even control my sleep like usual, freaking funny. I even got more emotional changes, if you want to believe what I am writing. Ugh I hate that chair. It took away my precious 20 minutes and Rp20.000,00. How amazing.
I can't concentrate as usual. Not for the daily basis, but when I'm in classes. I even have to stop typing for some times. It's really hurt. My back, my neck, my head are hurt like hell. I don't like this at all.
One thing for sure, because of this pain, I have more reason to increase my dance routine effort. Yes, dancing helps me to release the pain, even for some times, not permanently. But I quite like it. I have more reason to not skip the dance routine. Guess God give me other way of helping. He's helping me to enjoy my dance. Thank you.
If I have to admit myself, I already got a back pain even before I tried the chair. Basically, that mechanical chair successfully double my pain, ha ha ha.
I hate it. I can't control my emotion as usual. There's too many negative emotion nowadays. I need help to massaging my pain away...
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