What I think now of the isolation

Work From Home illustration. In my case, Study From Home.
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It's been months since the WFH things started. I have to say, I'm not really enjoying this anymore.

Isolating myself with books, internet, and food has been one of my desire for I don't know how long. Yes, I was very happy when I know I can't go out as usual. I can read as many books as I want... I can watch as many anime as I feels like... I can eat any food without having to walk outside... I can sleep whatever I feels like... I can take care of myself whatever I want... But recently, I realise all of those are 'eating' me slowly, but sure.

It's simply a matter of psychology. I understand how I feel. I know I understand. But I'm tired.

Yes, I'm happy with the isolation, but I also miss my usual routine. Having to wake up on time so I can walk freely to college... dancing with my friends... attending meetings here and there... visiting new places/events... and most important: visiting library. I miss library sooo much! My plan to visiting library at least every once a month have to be delayed.

Now I understand what it feels to 'restore' too much energy like this. I mean, for my mind, for my brain.

The most crucial thing is my practice. My broadcasting practice. Man... I need the practices. It's like eating a burger with no meat. Very crucial, and tasteless.

I'm not that busy like most of my friends, but 'my busy' is slowly 'eating' me too. Aw, I'm not sure how to describe it. I guess I develop Aomine Daiki's lazy mind recently... (from Kuroko's Basketball)

Final exams are coming 2 weeks later. I have a week only to prepare things. Good thing most of the exams are take home. I mean, I can do it before the exact exam date. And another good thing, since it's WFH, I think I don't need to study. I only need to re-check my notes. Checking if there is any missing subjects. Well, just, bismillah.

The label is "speak loudly", but the thing is, this is just my rant.