Happy dopamine?

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(Doc. BetterHelp)

Have you ever avoid some foods because you didn't feels like eating to? I mean, when you're sick. I am. Have you ever feels very tired, but the next time someone you like (it can be your idol, favourite author, or the other) came over, you feel like you're not sick again? I am.

 

Let's not talk about theory, but don't use your feeling too much either. I remember reading something called as happy dopamine...? I think that's what we need when we're sick. Forget about eating healthy foods, forget about doing nothing; if that was me, I'd love to eat my favourite food and do what I want. Of course, with some notes to myself that I can't exhaust nor damage myself more.

 

So, yeah, I was sick for 3 days. First, I felt weird on my stomach. It hurt me so much that I can't even stand properly. Plus, I have a problem at that time: I think I lost my friend's room key and my phone died when I'm out, so I can't call out an online driver. Bad stomach + bad luck, what a great day. I lost my appetite. All I want was a cup of sweet drink -- I bought red velvet flavour.

The next day, it get worst. Plus, I got a slight fever. I don't want to eat rice (Indonesian know rice as the main of main dish, so no rice, that's mean you don't eat anything), but when I don't eat it, I felt really weak.

Ugh, enough of my own back story. Did you think this one would be long? No boy, it won't. I'm still too tired to think and it's freakingly hot here. Two electric fans aren't even helping at all. The point is, I want to post something again on my blog.

By the way, is any of you watching anime or reading manga (or perhaps both)? Please recommend me a good mystery anime and/or manga!